again and again and again

The questions remain, after all that has happened: Have I learned anything?  Can I live my life differently now?  Will I fall into the same patterns, routines, habits that got me to where I was in the first place? Is all my so-called soul searching going to turn out to have been a waste of […]

minding my own business

I’m at work, doing my usual checking of x’s and o’s. Thinking that I need to re-adjust my way of dealing with stress and uncertainty, which currently is: Eat. Yes, I eat when I’m stressed. I admit it. This is why I was nearly 300 pounds in the middle of 2010. This is why I […]

Shared the secrets of my soul

Feeling nearly faded as my jeans. Dayum, poking around youtube I ran across this that I hadn’t heard before: Loneliness is more than just a state of mind. You see the devil haunts the hungry man, and if you don’t want to beat him, you gotta join him I’m not saying I beat the devil, […]