No title, just rambling tonight. I’m feeling low, lonely, scared. Fucking scared. Staring into the abyss. I really need someone to talk to. I’m going to have a glass of wine and go to bed. Gotta work tomorrow. Maybe sleeping will help.
Category: Personal
Me! It’s all about me!
minding my own business
I’m at work, doing my usual checking of x’s and o’s. Thinking that I need to re-adjust my way of dealing with stress and uncertainty, which currently is: Eat. Yes, I eat when I’m stressed. I admit it. This is why I was nearly 300 pounds in the middle of 2010. This is why I […]
Sooner or later, you gotta face your fears
It is difficult for me to walk into a situation and not have a good idea of what may happen. It’s a very deep seated need of mine to be able to manage my feelings, and to do that I try (usually unconsciously) to manage other things around me, so as to reach an acceptable […]