For some reason about five minutes ago I was just overwhelmed with a wall of emotion, like a wave crashing over a sandcastle and leaving almost nothing behind.

Then, just like that wave, it was gone, leaving behind an overcast sky but no rain.

The hell?

I don’t pretend to understand how my soul works any more, I’ve run myself ragged coming up with theories and tricks and whatnot to try and explain and/or control why different moods hit and when. Anymore now I just sort of watch with a bit of amusement and wonder what the fuck might happen next. Maybe take notes if I think about it. I happened to be near a computer so I thought I’d write this down (not worth trying to type so much on my phone, it would just autocorrect this shit into Shakespeare or a Shamwow commercial. Maybe both)

So it goes.