I haven’t written anything in a while, I don’t know why I’m bothering to write this, I just need to vent a little. I’m stuck in a bad spot and trying to keep positive and proactive and all those other bullshit buzzwords, but I’m just not getting anywhere.

Not getting anywhere. That says so much.

I distract myself with various entertainment (new zombie movie was pretty fun, the dome better improve, etc blah blah) but keep coming back to reality and it’s pissing me off. I feel like I have impossible tasks to perform and my hands are pretty much tied when I try to go about it. I want to scream but then I sound like an asshole.

What to do? Breathe in, breathe out. WTF else can I do? Can’t walk away. Crying gets me nowhere, and I don’t need any help getting stuck, that much I can do on my own, thank you very much.