spewage

I desperately need to vent, to rant, to scream, to cry. All of this. There is no space for it. Nothing safe. I can’t write what I want here, because it’s too public. I don’t have friends I can talk to about these things. I can’t afford a therapist. Facebook or twitter? More public. What […]

The walrus knows why

Whatif from the book “A Light in the Attic” (1981) by Shel Silverstein Last night, while I lay thinking here, some Whatifs crawled inside my ear and pranced and partied all night long and sang their same old Whatif song: Whatif I’m dumb in school? Whatif they’ve closed the swimming pool? Whatif I get beat […]

Muttering unconsciously for 10 years

I’ve probably been muttering in my head a lot longer, but Patricia has been running this meme for ten years as of this week. Ten years. Anyway, here is this week, feel free to play along if you feel like it: Lizard :: Geico Swimming pool :: movie stars Tank :: Gas Horrible :: Doctor […]