The questions remain, after all that has happened: Have I learned anything? Can I live my life differently now? Will I fall into the same patterns, routines, habits that got me to where I was in the first place? Is all my so-called soul searching going to turn out to have been a waste of […]
To put it mildly, it has been a rough afternoon. I don’t want to rehash things. In fact, I wish I could forget some of what was said. It has left me feeling horribly pessimistic, just this side of despair. I hoped, thought, wished, (insert optimistic-sounding word here) that things were getting better, that there […]
I was going to write an entry, a large rambling thing about letting go and self-created suffering (I’m pretty good at it) and finding meaning in having compassion for other and lots more. Real meaning of life crap from my perspective. But then work was a bear today and I ran an errand instead of […]