forgetful

I keep forgetting things. Not things like where I’ve parked the car. I’m pretty good at that. Things like eating lunch. Whether I’ve taken my vitamins. Or my ambien. Forgetting to buy groceries. It’s bad when i forget to eat, because then I just feel like crap and can’t deal with this mess that is […]

Sooner or later, you gotta face your fears

It is difficult for me to walk into a situation and not have a good idea of what may happen. It’s a very deep seated need of mine to be able to manage my feelings, and to do that I try (usually unconsciously) to manage other things around me, so as to reach an acceptable […]

nothing good

There was an episode of How I Met Your Mother where everyone insisted that nothing good ever happens after 2 AM. Except, naturally, Barney, who insisted that everything good started at 2 AM. I don’t remember the rest, it was funny, but I think about that a lot. I actually have a filter on my […]