spewage

I desperately need to vent, to rant, to scream, to cry. All of this. There is no space for it. Nothing safe. I can’t write what I want here, because it’s too public. I don’t have friends I can talk to about these things. I can’t afford a therapist. Facebook or twitter? More public. What […]

Blue

Every winter when the days get short my mood is slammed by a ton of bricks and this winter is no exception.  Sentiments like “count your blessings” or “you have it really good” or one of the worst “gawd has a plan” only make it worse.  Many times I feel like the only reason I’m […]