The questions remain, after all that has happened: Have I learned anything? Can I live my life differently now? Will I fall into the same patterns, routines, habits that got me to where I was in the first place? Is all my so-called soul searching going to turn out to have been a waste of […]
Today was long; and when added to yesterday I’m just fucking pooped. Here’s a fun thing: I’m at the pharmacy, picking up a prescription for my son; one we’ve never tried before because well every fucking thing we’ve tried for the last ten years hasn’t worked very long. The pharmacist tells me the “consultation” bs […]
To put it mildly, it has been a rough afternoon. I don’t want to rehash things. In fact, I wish I could forget some of what was said. It has left me feeling horribly pessimistic, just this side of despair. I hoped, thought, wished, (insert optimistic-sounding word here) that things were getting better, that there […]