I’m learning to embrace my inner “useless bastard.”. It is so much simpler on days where I just don’t ducking care. (My phone doesn’t give a fuck, either, apparently)
I say simpler, not easier. Nothing is easy, I know that. It is better to just be an ass about most things, as the alternative just sucks.
I can’t win, so no sense losing sleep over things.
I actually get this…only different. It’s not that I can’t be an ass..I’m good at it. I’d like to be nice. But I’d also like to continuing not giving much of a fuck until I get to giving no fucks at all. It’s easier.
I have been fucked over badly for being too nice. I’m trying to toughen up a bit. I’m getting better at just not giving a fuck 😛