surf’s up

I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired. I know anyone who stumbles through here has got to be thinking “WTF, dude?” Which is why I try not to post heavy downer posts as often. You can still see bits of the downer shit peeking through but I try not to make it a […]

where was I

Somewhere during the past ten years or so I seem to have forgotten what the fuck I was doing with regards to this blog.  That’s not the only thing, but that’s one thing I guess.   WTF?   The last year or two I’ve treated it like a rather expensive youtube channel, I really don’t […]

Overall

You want fries with that? I know (I really do know) that it doesn’t work to just “snap out of it,” but I’m doing my damnedest to just move forward, somehow.  It might be ugly, but there isn’t a lot of choice left.  Damnedest?  WTF, spellcheck?   I just need one last chance, you know […]