Finding peace

There was a glitch in my matrix today. I had a moment. (unrelated music video, but fuck yeah Taylor can rock) Okay, that’s what I’m listening to this morning. Well, it started when Heaven Knows popped up on my feed. Sorta like this: (skip to about 90 seconds in for the song to start) Anyway. […]

Deep like the ocean

You would think, after coping with depression for 35 years or more, I would understand my own illness and symptoms better.  Notice I didn’t say “dealing with” because it’s rare that I actually actively deal with the disease, I generally just put up with it because the alternative involves gunfire. In any case, for some […]

Zero fucks given

I wish I could be as carefree as some people, not giving a shit about anything, really, and just rolling with things as they happen. I’m not built that way. I’ve always been a worrier, a planner, an over-thinker. Lately, though, I have started feeling detached. I’m at the corner of “too much shit” meets […]