Just a little bit frightening

I know I’ve been AWOL or whatever it is when I don’t post a while. Don’t worry interwebz, it’s me – not you. I’ll post something soon.

Anyway, saw this today and thought I’d share.

They was fast as lightning

yeah, I know what day it is

I’m pretty sure I’m out of the running for Dad of the Year. I might be up for a Razzie for Dad of the Year. If there was such a thing.

Today was nice. I was up at 6 to run (after staying up way too late messing with my netbook that is acting up), did some grocery shopping and laundry. Still adjusting to getting stuff just for me, and I am happy to report I bought myself some new underwear. I know how you worry, interwebs. I made sure to buy some Kid Food, too, since apparently they have not lost their appetite as I have at this time.

My kids came over this afternoon to swim (because there is a pool here and they Must Swim In Every New Pool) and I only offended two of the three somehow before they left. My daughter even rode her bike BACK over here to bring me a gift, a picture of me and my kids, and of course to get her sunglasses which she forgot the first time she left.

I still fall apart when the kids leave. I don’t know if that will ever stop, and I’m not sure it should. I keep my game face while they are here, mostly.

I called my dad tonight and talked to him a long time. He managed to not lecture me while still sounding concerned. He’s a great man.

Eight

Yesterday my little girl turned eight. I feel like I should have something profound to say, some story, but I’m stuck.

I’m overwhelmed with how wonderful she is, and with knowing that our relationship has forever been changed by recent events. And with not knowing if I’ll be welcome at future birthday celebrations.

Happy Birthday Roo.

I hope she remembers this one, in any event.