much to learn

Lately there have been life lessons coming at me from all sides. Sometimes it is overwhelming and I have to just shut things out for a little while. I’m trying to stay open, stay positive. Learn things.

A few days ago I ran across this article. I thought it looked pretty neat. But since then I’ve read it over and over and over again. I don’t know why it strikes such a chord with me. If I had to give a single answer, I would say it’s because I have an extremely hard time letting go. Of anything.

And no, I’m not up for arguing the point, there is a difference between leaving something in a physical sense and letting go. At least there is to me.

Real forgiveness is love in disguise, the blessing, because it requires us to hand it over without conditions. If you had to start listing how it’s going to be before you can forgive you need to start over because that’s not forgiveness, that’s control, maybe even revenge depending on the list of demands.

There is no real point to this entry, I just had to write it down and get it out of my head. Carry on.

When all else fails, mutter!

Yeah, sorry I missed some weeks. Some life got in the way. As always, don’t try and read anything into my nonsense…

  1. Puzzled :: me
  2. Ordered :: chaos
  3. Unusual :: suspects
  4. Speculation :: rampant
  5. Tutorial:: need one
  6. Dangerous :: canyon
  7. Second :: City
  8. Evidence :: lacking
  9. Course :: correction
  10. Reason :: out the window

hack assholes

so my blog was hacked, sometime in the last day or two. My hosting
company restored it but I’m still waiting on a password for full
access (they have to make sure I’m not an asshole hacker, I guess)

All I wanted to do was post that we had a successful frog hunt
tonight, found a toad and my kids each got to pet it before we
released it back to do toad things in the grass. It was a big win.

Also? We watched Rango not once but twice tonight.

And there was wine, but not for the kids, for the dad, who is still
developing his coping skills.

If the google goggles let me, I’ll be posting this. now.