Spoofing tabs

This is why I don’t blog from my phone. Autocorrect gave me everything but what I wanted (aspirin, spring, song) when it needed to write “spitting tacks.”

Whatever.

I don’t remember what set me off, but it has been a crappy night here.

Where is this balance and peace I keep looking for?  Damn.

Rainy days and Mondays

Officially bitching because it is NOT raining. Again.

Ahem.

Anyway, here are my Unconscious Mutterings words for this week:

  1. Karma :: some people will get theirs
  2. Detail :: oriented
  3. Conversation :: private
  4. Optimistic :: pessimistic
  5. Social :: anxiety
  6. Approval :: rating
  7. Tab :: Cola
  8. PM :: private message
  9. Share :: too much (who, me?)
  10. Cheat :: Truth

When it all falls down

For some reason about five minutes ago I was just overwhelmed with a wall of emotion, like a wave crashing over a sandcastle and leaving almost nothing behind.

Then, just like that wave, it was gone, leaving behind an overcast sky but no rain.

The hell?

I don’t pretend to understand how my soul works any more, I’ve run myself ragged coming up with theories and tricks and whatnot to try and explain and/or control why different moods hit and when. Anymore now I just sort of watch with a bit of amusement and wonder what the fuck might happen next. Maybe take notes if I think about it. I happened to be near a computer so I thought I’d write this down (not worth trying to type so much on my phone, it would just autocorrect this shit into Shakespeare or a Shamwow commercial. Maybe both)

So it goes.