indirect

One of my biggest weaknesses is not being able to communicate. I truly suck at being direct with anyone if it is at all important to do so.  I know how to talk the talk, I’ve read all the articles.  I hate passive-aggressive bullshit and avoidance as much as the next person.  And yet I […]

patient. not always, I am

The subject of this post makes little to no sense, but that’s ok. I was going for a Yoda vibe, which I decided to do when I was halfway done writing it. Whatever. I’m trying to overcome my own inner assholitude in order to rebuild my life. I want it all and I want it […]

again and again and again

The questions remain, after all that has happened: Have I learned anything?  Can I live my life differently now?  Will I fall into the same patterns, routines, habits that got me to where I was in the first place? Is all my so-called soul searching going to turn out to have been a waste of […]