another opportunity

To put it mildly, it has been a rough afternoon. I don’t want to rehash things.  In fact, I wish I could forget some of what was said.  It has left me feeling horribly pessimistic, just this side of despair.  I hoped, thought, wished, (insert optimistic-sounding word here) that things were getting better, that there […]

No title, just rambling tonight. I’m feeling low, lonely, scared. Fucking scared. Staring into the abyss. I really need someone to talk to. I’m going to have a glass of wine and go to bed. Gotta work tomorrow. Maybe sleeping will help.

bright and sunny

Taking a deep breath… it’s the end of Fat Tuesday.  And as the joke all over the internet goes, I’m fat all the other days, too. (badum bum). It was a pretty good day.  I made progress on a few fronts.  It was warm, too, nearly 80 before the sun started going down. I’m winding […]