reality

I’ve written here before about being alone and accepting it. I’m still working on this concept, and probably will be for a while. I need to be even more comfortable just being alone. I don’t need someone to want me or need me – it would be nice, but I don’t think I need it […]

it’s my own damn fault

Gah. “You’re very sure of your facts,” he said at last, “I couldn’t trust the thinking of a man who takes the Universe – if there is one – for granted.” I’ve gone so long moping and groaning and bitching about everything, that now it is just a given that I’m fucked up. Even when […]

tread lightly

There is a theory which states that if ever anyone discovers exactly what the Universe is for and why it is here, it will instantly disappear and be replaced by something even more bizarre and inexplicable. There is another theory which states that this has already happened. I haven’t written much about my grow-light in […]