Some days can be very stressful for me. I have little patience, I’m too quick to respond to idiots (and too sarcastic or sharp when I do). My head fills with dark thoughts and images. It’s not fun. I’m not very likable on good days, and on bad days it’s really ugly. So what do […]
I can sum up the last post easily: I’m a fucking idiot. I worry about teaching my kids about love when I’m so bitter. I need to breathe more. There, saved you having to read all that garbage. I know the answer is along the lines of “tough shit, now deal with it,” so that’s […]
I will never forgive myself for the pain I have caused to those I love. I accept this. Me: I’m an idiot. Her: I already knew that. Me: Yeah, but now you have proof. I also accept that being down on myself or wallowing in what has already happened (and cannot be undone) will bring […]