No title, just rambling tonight. I’m feeling low, lonely, scared. Fucking scared. Staring into the abyss. I really need someone to talk to. I’m going to have a glass of wine and go to bed. Gotta work tomorrow. Maybe sleeping will help.

I try sometimes

Lately I’ve been wondering a lot about why, exactly, it is so hard for me to just say what I want. I guess there are multiple answers: Sometimes I’m not certain what I want. Sometimes I guess I’m embarrassed by my own desires. Most of the time, though, I think I’m just afraid.  I’m afraid […]